Dharma Underground..........................345

spinning in........................................103

dharmakaya...........................................312

to insight...........................................127

and transcendence...........................313

value of...............................................56

Dharmakaya.....................................325

couch potato stage.................................190

sticking around.................................330

crash.............................................................

Dipa Ma.................................................303

post A&P..........................................178

disappointment............................................

craving......................................................62

nirmanakaya and..............................309

Crazy Wisdom School..........................286

over reality of enlightenment...........288

Crimson and Clover................................24

discipline......................................................

crisis.............................................................

value of...............................................78

of identity.................................185, 200

disempowerment.........................................

Crowley, Aleister...........................150, 226

high standards and...........................328

cult leaders.............................................198

dishonesty....................................................

culture..........................................................

about realization...............................322

limiting \...........................................287

dissatisfaction...............................................

cushion.........................................................

and suffering.......................................28

on the, defined...................................73

divine apathy..........................................210

Damnitall...............................................232

divorce.........................................................

Daniel M. Ingram........................................

in the Dark Night.............................196

bio346

dogma..........................................................

don't believe me!..............................349

and religion........................................92

favorite movie...................................346

as practice...........................................95

dark comedy..........................................312

Buddhism as......................................92

death............................................................

Christianity as.....................................92

fear of...............................................206

rigid adherence to................34, 85, 120

reflection on.......................................17

donations...............................................105

defilements..................................................

double-dip unknowing event 180, 206, 247,

as empty...........................................112